I've begun to spot patterns more clearly, the brick homes that set around this suburbia have begun to resemble the lovely spots of a giraffe perhaps because I have become so used to ogling their grace, I couldn't be sure, but I've begun to spot patterns on me, bold, odd, rectangular blocks honey-ed to my thin skin: People. They are all around me. Yet all I see are those blocks thatching to me, I think they're in search of a shorter neck.
I breathe myself into a sickening isolation. I am not alone. I don't have to be. People are caring. And yet I am. And it is me. I am the problem and there are solutions. My mind is a pill. I've hit my up and slip time of year. I binge continuously through words and then eventually my mind numbs and then I'll have nothing left to say. Bear with me. Please.