Just stop this endless suffering of which you speak of, This endless and darkest Darkness in your mind that takes over............

Let it out. It can't be that bad, this darkness can be tamed, who knows it may even turn to light after it's been cleansed.

Maybe another being in your universe is what's causing this.

Maybe this other being is me.

I don't have the essentials for love.

But I love you.

It's not fair, and it never will be. So if i'm what is poisoning you, then leave. And don't come back. Don't you dare turn around.