Anger fills my visions now Bottled with such a hate That i plod along somehow Yet this life's my debate With scars of pain that hideaway And lies which hold you at length So you're ruined words are grey Now i try to pull together a strength To carry on with these days Oh the dark of deep thought Carry me away like always With slashes of skin so taut My failings as a mortal soul Surely i belong to the world below My heart rarely ever whole Now this body melts like falling snow I feel the traps close shut And these nails hammered tight Struggle my body does not to bleed form that cut Begging for the rise of deadly delight