When times of solace and hardship strike I fall into you
My cells depend upon your destroying glue
The motions of sharpened steel
I hope most will never begin to heal


Breaking down as my words bleed free
I shall not make it another year I decree
Droplets swell upon my cheeks
As I lay motionless for so many weeks


  Life becomes so black I know my mind shall fall into an alleyway of crap
Longing for that day my silly neck will snap
Begging for my end I lose all sense of light
And give up my dwindling need to fight


The need to scream all my pains away come
But my broken mind knows the deadly outcome
So bubbling deep in my gut I feel my death
Yet i can't leave the thoughts of this last breath


I give in to my ending thought now
Time to go and I don't care how.