well, well, god help
me, now have i
******* up! this
is a whole new
shade of awful!
i'm down again and
yet i still pretend
i'm! so! happy!!
and yellow is the sun
and jolly is my soul
and lord have mercy
on me and i'm! so!
alone! and i am cold
and i forgot the
mechanism of
breathing, oh i
need help! but i'm
so, happy, see? see!
can i still get into
heaven if i ****
myself? is there
heaven? is there
hell? IS THERE
ANYTHING
AT ALL LORD
HAVE MERCY
I'M! SO! STRONG!
**I DON'T WANT
TO BE ALONE