I'm stuck I've sunk And can't move a thing Im paralyzed I'm frozen In my own mind I try to be calm I try to stand up But I sink right back down I sit and let it come Small little breaths I take For the anxiety that still lies awake I curl my fingers and try to grasp the floor For I must not tell lies any more Frozen i whisper "But witch ones are the lies? " Do I exaggerate or is it just full blown ties I curl my knees and hold them to my chest I bow my head trying to be the smallest thing yet I fall to my right Stuck Frozen Paralyzed In this moment I fell it there The black hole that eats everything that it cares Some days are big some days are small This week it's been bigger then them all It sits there inside of you While it poisons you from the inside The thoughts and fears all so strong I can't stand up *** I know I'll fall apart I hear it tear and rip me to shreds While my head plays a tape that never ever ends! I just sit there Let it eat me bite by bite I can't get up today It's too ******* bright Then I see my whole day go by My mom yells, my teachers get mad I fill that hole more every day I sit here Because I can't do it I've lost hope That I'll do anything good I'll just waist away here for all my life Then suddenly I'm out on the street in the same position I've always been Same clothes Same thing I hear foot steps Confident foot steps High heel foot steps Happy footsteps I turn around The footsteps stop It's a women In a pink dress Put in heels She looks important confident Then I see her face She is staring and me as I am to her Oh my god I am her! She looks like how I always wanted We try to touch our hands but mine go through hers She is the future I wanted but never got Because I'm still being eaten by that stupid black hole! She looks at my eyes She sees pain and sorrow And biggest of all regret I look at her eyes Those bags are gone There was pride and success and confidence She looks at me and sings " I have seen the rain I have felt the pain" I sang "I don't know where I'll be tomorrow" We sang in harmony "I don't know where I'm going I don't even know where I've Ben But I know I'd like to see em again" We sang the whole song And laughed till it hurt She looks at me and says "That hole down there Is smaller then you think If you just sing It will go away, Shure It will come back But now you know If it dose You sing this song Remember me And everything will follow along." I started to sing "we have seen the rain together" She joined "we survive the pain forever Oh it's good to be home again It's good to be with my friends!" I open my eyes Was that a dream? I don't know and I don't care I've seen my future and it's gonna be great As long as I don't let my depression Consume my life! The last few words I got up And went to start my day "Oh it's good to be home again It's good to feel that rain"