The insides of my eyelids Are tattooed with the Scars of my soul I close my eyes and The slides click into place Rapidly flashing before me Colliding violently Within the tunnel of my vision The images Gouge out my eyes Drill into my skull Haphazardly, they Caress Manipulate Assault My mind I watch this show before me Helpless Unable to lift my eyes Unable to wake from this Terror
But Suddenly I am awake Alive Breathing in real time Seeing in real time
And I can still feel it The distinctive touch of His hands On mine Pushing down Halting my fight His fingers Digging into my wrist Squeezing The life escaping from inside me As his grasp gets Tighter And Tighter And Tighter My bones Cracking under His brute force Yes I can feel it
All day I walk around And I feel this Suffocating hold And I swear People can see it The marks he has left
But I really don't care If people see I just can't stand That feeling Those indents The pressure I feel it and