Didn’t make the front page
Another statistic
Just one more fact
A name added on the list
A casualty soon to be forgotten
Yes I do…
I said while soaked in tears
Not for love but fear
Pain kept me enslaved
Fright left me empty
In and out I was broken
A lethal kiss sealed the deal
You in black, I in white
Predator and prey
Gambling with death
Keeping the act until the end
I could have asked for help
I should have said it wasn’t right
I could have walked away
I should have… I could have…
But I was afraid
And blamed myself
Weakness and regrets aren’t the answer
Your rage was my punishment
As I keep saying “I do”
After each punch and kick
I never fought back
Only crawled and cried
Overwhelming shame
Betraying the self
I let you smash my self-esteem
Believing everything you said
Detaching myself from life
Was my only escape
Incapable of asking for help
I determined our fate
Things could have been different
But now is too late
To change our destiny
To get things in place
I shouldn’t have said “I do”
I could have said “I don’t”
I should have… I could have…
But I was afraid