I'm sorry for every self-destructive thought I'm sorry that i want to **** my lungs I'm sorry that he wasn't you I'm sorry i only know how to deal with pain on my own I'm sorry i made you love me i dont deserve a single drop of your love that seeps through me like an ocean its waves rocking me to sleep every night all i can say is I'm sorry i say it a thousand times a day you know this but i always feel like a thousand and just one more might be somehow more adequate