I'm drunk, and your sober, but it doesn't change much; as our thoughts still parallel. *****, *******, I love you still; as that is always the case. It began with joy, turning to contempt, was this all your ploy? or just a failed attempt. Excuses are apparent in every conversation, my love is like food, and we've begun to ration. But isn't love like a communist dream, of one giving up everything, to make two supreme? But when greed takes a step in the game, it turns into a game of blame. For we may be different in our acts, such as me drinking a bottle; with no thought on impacts. I don't recognize the alienation, of one I viewed as a blossoming carnation, as the red color drip from my flower, and I realize our love has lost all power.