Why do you give me this feeling
The feeling of me wanting you back
Even when you cut my heart open
You showed me you didn't care
That you'll never want anything to do with me
Your cold, cruel hands choked me
But I still stuck around
I didn't care what your crazy mind did to my feelings
I still stuck around
Even when we were no more
I still don't know why
But I did
I loved you
I'm not sure what I feel for you now
All I know is that you'll always have a place in my heart
You where there for me
You hurt me
You loved me
Maybe still do
Not sure
Still not clear to me
You don't tell me much
You were my first in may things
You were my first boyfriend
For a long time
Even though we were young and didn't know what love was
We were together
Love is a passion between two people
Love is being happy with one another
Love is being able to tell them anything you want
Love is bring afraid of losing your partner
I'm afraid
I wanna know you forever
Maybe not be together
Your warm hands come back
They love and carry me
They were always there when I needed them
A hand to hold
A body attached
To cuddle with
To be with

I still have feeling, I know
I'm mostly sure
But I must move on
I have somone now
Who shows and tells his passion for me everyday
But you
I hate you with a passion yet love you till eternity