…uncertainty, my friend, I see uncertainty… there are dark times, though light comes first… let me see: there are happy moments and all things seem to fall in place and desires gain momentum and all things seem to come to fruition… one reaches out, and grasps at what is before and all round and yet things that seemed so corporeal, so physical, they melt and unravel like phantoms, like images in the fog… and I see uncertainty…a darkness moves over the screen, as say shadows over a stage… as shadows behind a puppet-show screen… and there are smiles, friend…there is laughter and joy and happiness… and days of merry-making, and love-making and fortune…. and uncertainty…there is an image of growth and then death… like growth in the fields and then night and completeness and brownness in the lands which were green the day before …uncertainty, I see…. …there is uncertainty… do you see it too? or is it brightness and radiance always and always that you see? it is like wading into a lake to reach those edible plants that grow a little towards the center still close enough to reach without a swim and one walks on firm land and one is nearly there; and then the mud and soil are soft and break below one and one falls and struggles in the water….a sudden fall... ...a sudden uncertainty… I see uncertainty, dear friend… but what do you see, dear friend…? …there is uncertainty… do you see it too? or is it brightness and radiance always and always that you see?
Companion painting: Fortunetelling by Alexey Venetsianov