it is either/or spiritual or material, sophisticated cultural compliance or young blind revolution, those are the lenses however; somewhere in the middling an abandoned idiot pawns both understandings with such stark irresponsibility consciously acknowledging (all) his blunders greeting good and evil, shadow and light and those around him laugh and snitch behind their masked pillar because his way, his reality is much different from theirs, his position rescinds all human meaning not as tender he seems, he is perhaps closest to the borderline a poised vision - a place where no divisions exist, of what is transferrable and true the other side of wilderness.