lately i'm feeling restlessness,
pain, being mere suicidal
and pure emptiness
all at the same time

i'm still wondering how
that is possible and
my only reason is you

restlessness is for the times
i looked at your lips
and wanted to kiss you but can't
because you don't feel the same way anymore.

pain is for the knife
jabbing in my heart
every time i see you with her
instead of me

mere suicidal is for the fact
that i know you can leave me
and you deserve much better
(without me, it'd be easier)

and pure emptiness is for how
i've been hurt by you
way too many times that
i can't feel any of these anymore.