Once upon a time i wrote every day Sun, rain, shine, snow, sleet or rain anytime was a good time for this pain for now my chest bear a different pain self hate to respect, fake love to the real thing sounds so positive.. doesn't it? our negative pains bares similarity to the positive with different meaning every new father knows the feeling once young and full of braun every lost bar fight left the marks negative pain of loss, sorrow filling what was once pride now mature and becoming the coach to their little slugger positivity fills the memory of the first hit, misery follows the groin where the ball meets in retrospect the ideology of pain, regardless of why, remains the same learning experience