in this day and age not much can startle me scary movies and the world wide web has minimal parental control so when you find the thing that takes your breath away you remember that giant bug on your shoulder, that was really your hair the animal running across that sidewalk in front of you, actually a leaf all brief but adrenaline filled and always ending in a laugh days, months, hours spent looking for prolonged versions of this no pharmacy, hospital, or street corner carries it but she does the feeling when your falling in a dream, but on repeat when your eyes lay rest to something that brings you to tears, but your happy insomnia stricken until the sound of her beating heart rocks you to sleep only love can be described as ..those feelings