I hate to cling to you like late night thoughts cos they never seize I hate to cloud your space with the lung grasping smoke of my burning heart I hate to choke you with the power surging emotions that electrocute my being I hate to take hold of your freedom and lock it away with a key
I want you to absorb all of my time because it's just so limited I want to breath you in like the nicotine that keeps me stable on nights I cannot find the end to I want to see your throat shimmering under the moonlight that slips itself between your blinds and decorates your mattress while you dream I want to hold your hands like the spaces between my fingers were never meant to be filled by anyone else's
i'm going to chase you away even faster than i can run away from this