I lost my colors
in the dark pool of life
now i'm free and confused
black and white
tempted to jump back in

I lost my mind
in the corrupt society
and now the trophys I have created
they taunt me.

pinned to my walls
as I question,
their existance

I lost my heart
to a dream
that is now lost forever
in what used to be me

I see my fragments
in books I don't touch anymore
In  my words, I don't know
I wake up and ask myself
where did I go?

have I disappeared?