Inspired by “The Burning Giraffe” by Salvador Dali*
I am defined by what clutters my drawers:
• Aortic—a tattered matchbook with a phone number I never called scrawled to the inside cover as an inscription to everything I never wanted. A half-empty can of butane with a missing cap alongside a dollar’s worth of pennies that weight a scrap torn from a newspaper tragedy: four killed, faulty smoke detectors to blame.
• Ankle—a charred picture, curled in upon itself and kept as a reminder of what I could become; a blackened nest as an omen of losing all I’ve ever known and an ointment tube, squeezed in the middle as a talisman against blistering tempers.
• Thigh—an empty Zippo with a scarred case, dull and pointless; a coiled stove element with an ashen haze that could testify that water doesn’t douse all flames; and an oily fuse, plucked from the top of my head to serve as a yardstick of minutes, seconds, then nothing.
• Knee—a fine layer of charcoal dust and half of a briquette from last summer’s backyard barbecue when the wind kicked up to spray red embers into the air like a meteor shower, streaking in bright sparks and fluttering to shrieks and stop-drop-rolls along dry grass until the itching ceased and the bubbles formed in small foamy patches along arms and strapless backs and sun-red cheeks.
First published by LIES/ISLE: http://liesisle.com/issue04/fuse.html