I want to breathe in,
And breathe out.
Inside my head,
Inside my soul,
It is all blurred
And hazy.
I see the ineffable feelings,
The thoughts
Have bedahsed all over.
They have efficiently
Crushed my joy
And have made me bitter.
All suffocated.
I can't fetch the problems,
That are jeopardizing
My happiness everyday abit more.
I can't find a way out
Of this suffocation.
To let my heart
Breathe in the joy,
To be vulnerable.
It is all dark in here.
So dark,
I can't see things
******* the happiness
Out of me.
I can't **** them out.
I fail to.
I want to escape this place,
This place, pierces tears into my eyes.
I want to escape this place,
All i want is to,
Breathe in.
And breath out.