Did I tell you I figured out how to induce sleep paralysis? Did I tell you I can see what’s real and what isn’t when I’m between consciousness
Like the demon
And the pretender thinking it tricks me into believing its
The demon
But it’s wrong
WRONG BECAUSE
I CAN SEE
THROUGH ITS FACADE
it’s wrong
It doesn’t look quite right
It’s slightly off in a way you can’t quite name
I don’t feel it like the other thing
The demon
That watches and waits and whispers and whispers and whispers
Forever
Always ******* talking to me
This thing repeats over and over just like the demon
But I don’t feel this one
And it doesn’t speak quite right
It’s wrong
And new
But real
Maybe it’s Ava’s and I’m worried
But my thing
Still watches and whispers an stands behind me and walks behind me and ***** with me
It’s a shadow ******* moving too quick to see
Almost
It’s that fake little girl to gain your trust
That faceless thing
Faceless only because you can never
quite see it
Then to me
All alone
I see what it is
For real the real part it’s so scary
This demon
It’s ******* terrifying.
For the past six years its been a constant.
So tired.
So tired of the whispers
whispering
whispering
whispering