no matter how hard
i try to forget
i try to move on
i try to live on
i guess you’ll remain
in my heart you will stay
forever right there
to hurt me.

you’re wrenching my heart
you sting in my veins
you’re the bags under my eyes
the dry tears on my face
the undrawn lines on my skin
the ache from within.

and i guess from now on
when i’m lonely
alone
i guess from now on
now once you’re gone
my pain has a name

if somebody asks
my pain has a name.
my pain is a “he”.