Sometimes* I can feel myself sinking in a bottom-less ocean I glance around with salty eyes, and although my vision is blurred, I can see all that is against me staying a float. and I forget to breath.
Sometimes I can feel myself sinking infinitely in a bottom-less ocean. My entire body rowing against invisible currents and riptides. And although my body begins to tremble from weakness, I can still see the top where I am able to breath. And I theorize an insane notion, that maybe if I keep rowing, I will reach the top. Maybe I will see the sun again and feel how it beats so intensely on my whole being. but along with this notion, I remember to cry.