Press on open up allow the Lord to restore you  completely.
Everyone has some brokenness inside of them of some sort.
So before you decide that life is not worth living anymore.
Realize one thing that the healing is just around the corner.
Trusting that if you give up, you shall miss the healing.
You also may be the cause of someone not finding Jesus.
So do it for those that are seeing Christ through you.
Just keep on allowing Christ to use you to reveal him to others.