Early morning before anyone has ordered coffee and I feel delicate in the dewy sun with the heater on low at my ankles, I reorganize the drawer below the register gingerly feeling at staples and rubberbands, Caleb watches from the corner on tea with raspberry in doc martens and ***** trousers I wonder if I seem as pretty as I feel or if he feels the staples too and the dust from gift cards, if my hair flares out in the light, if I am a brilliant solar eclipse.