I keep a green cup between the legs of my nightstand and the mints of my wall, and at night after I tuck edible things out of my dresser's pockets and into my mouth and then again, into the open spout of my green cup because mine never seems to know how to retain any form of sustenance: I let it all spill from me and then I lay back into the ruffles of my blanket, rancid scents spilling through the air- I'm breathing new again- and my eyes fill as my body won't, and I just waste all over
somethings just never feels right. and this poem is one of them