I know that you tried so hard but leaps and bounds only mean something if what you land on isn't scrap metal, isn't the hammer and nails you used to spell "MEGAN YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL" on every wall you knew I could see until there were no blank surfaces left and I wasn't paying attention anymore and you decided to tear the words down because I took them for granted. I'm so sorry I thought the ways you knew how to love me weren't right.