The intimate moments Hoodie up , fake fur, against the wall. The moment I saw you, was our first kiss. As requested: "I always wanted to kiss someone as soon as I laid eyes on them"
Wish granted. ****.
I remember in the gay bar, when you first called me *** You were so accommodating Ending with the night of a three way dance off on the dance floor, me in the middle of the sandwich.
Can you imagine what happened with us later on in life? That twisted dreams became a reality and it became hurt.
You swore you were a God(dess) with no dresses or heels Only messed up hand me downs And no eyebrows
I looked back on logs and you said the "I love yous" and "be mine" within the first moments. Reflecting on my thoughts How CRAZY.
You were my love and I was yours we were infinity infamous
Mental illness Cheating Drug Abuse Insecurities got a hold of our throats Slitting us apart Self blaming; It's all my fault. I created this disaster, right? Baby, do you hear me? Boy do I blame myself for this mess-up Bat-**** crazy relationship chaotic lovely ****** energy Lack thereof.
Lip locking, hair pulling, scratching Enter warmth and lovingly caressing Screaming out "I love you!" but "I'm hurting"
"Shut up" was your last words. I decided it was enough. as Do you still have my letter? I wrote it to you, with personal wetness of tears shedding as you peacefully slept on my bed.
And now you sit still in your room Itching away, crawling up the walls as I type this poem on my lonely laptop I reach out to you, blowing you a kiss