Sometimes I dream
Of our breath
As one
And as I moan
We burn
Together
Your lips
Tracing a scar
On my thighs

Sometimes I dream
Of our blood
As one
And as we bleed
The crimson drops flow away
Together
Taking with it who we were
Mingling
Into a sick river
I can't help but smile
Even death cannot do us apart

Sometimes I dream
Of a knife
Against my throat
Your fingers clasped around it
You pull my hair
You clench your teeth
You are the cause
Of my misery
The love I feel for you
Does not fade
Though you slowly **** me
Or especially because
Of that

But
You are away
Far away
While I am here
The haunt I feel inside
I soothe it with sleepless nights
With men I don't love
Because
You are with her