Christ loves you more then you shall ever know.
He did not create you to lose you to the dark side.
He created you to have fellowship with to love.
He does not want you to give people his place in your life.
He wants to be there to heal you of your brokenness.
He loves you more then you shall ever know.
Please don't take your life, give it to him to heal.
Just learn to trust him, because he really does love you.