I want to feel loved, the way I think everyone else feels it. I want to lose myself inside someone else, I want to hold them in my arms and feel more than just the lust of her body thrusted against mine I want to smile uncontrollably, feel that lump in my throat like my stomach is trying to fly away I want to need someone for more than just *** and companionship. I want to be so afraid of loving them, that I fall in love