I know I am not as clever as you
I know you know I try
I know that i am fake
I know you know I lie

My insecurities you are blind to
You just assume I am fine
I hate caring, I truly do.
But like a brainless baby. I cry

I know I am not good enough
I know you think I am spoiled
I know I have no right to saddened feelings
I know at least you have that right

Why can you see right through me?
You simply deflect my spells
Why can't you see that its killing me,
The way you twist my mind.

But we are alike you know.
It's a saving grace that kills
Your joy and  sanity latch onto me
WHen together, we are one mind

One mind, with thoughts of a madman
I then feel renewed from my placid repertoire you scoff at
SO though you judge and know my fatal flaws, KNow this.
YOur sole and mine are the same, dark and wretched
Just like the two of us, together