why is that when i finally found the love i never even believed in
she didn't catch me when i fell
didn't even dare to put a finger on me
and i'm here, with this blue pen
trying to figure out the words i want to write to you  
for you to want me back
like you once said on a cold December night
but i don't think that day will ever come because its been 3 months
and you are out of love
when i'm here still in love
     with you
and you with someone else who by far is better than i'll ever be for you

j.f