I used to sing at the top of my lungs and only think of colorful air passing over my tongue but ever since you left every time I sing, I think of you. You were taken from me too soon without a chance to say a last I-Love-You. Sometimes it's a dull ache but sometimes I'm doubled-over in pain and it hits just when I think I can finally see the sun. Because how can the sun still shine when its rays can't find you? You'll never flounce through the screen door again on the way to your favorite wooden bench but you still float in and out of my dreams and it's such a bittersweet pleasure to see you there.