I wouldn't give up drinking
but then again
you wouldn't ask
me to
and we could spend our
days
drunk on wine
and our nights
we could surrender
to the wild creatures
inside of us
i couldn't give up feeling
terrible
from time to time
but i wouldn't have to
since you bring me
peace
when i am drunk
and miserable
i could be a romantic again
like when i was
younger
before crushing hatred
of life
sank in
and ruined me
i could work
and not hate it
dance in front of oters
and not live a life
of pretending
i could do all of these things