I don't want you to try and change me wasn't I what you wanted before it was you and me? Why do you feel the need to constantly push was I somehow going the wrong direction before the push? Never have I doubted myself more than now that I am with you more. Am I that lost and confused that you feel the need to abuse? How could I have missed all the signs of the abuse? Why can't I just be me and that be enough for you and me? Didn't you say you loved me?
*Trying something new while still dizzy and confused.*