The world only loves my words when they're pleading. The world only loves a poet that is bleeding passionately writing with crimson spattered abandon. Adoration is showered upon the poet that is falling deeper sinking into sorrows and self induced agony. I'm just a writer that has fallen and though my wings are quite frail I'm still crawling to try and reach a better place, a better state again. I'd rather let the ink do the bleeding and find a friend. To put a breeze under my feathers and make me smile and laugh again. Than subject myself to memory laced emotional tortures for the sake of art and to draw an audience.
I realized lately that my self empowerment poems aren't drawing the same crowd as my heart broken pieces. This is my way of saying that's ok.