Have you ever wanted to know what you will be
have you ever wanted to see what God was planning
in due time He says
But I wanted it right then so
I  'put myself out there'
as some would say
I did things I'm ashamed of to this day
just to see if it was me
It wasn't reality
or it didn't seem
it was like watching a movie
a play back
one scene of someone else's life
not me
and when I woke up
out of my trance
I wished I was dead
became depressed
so I put on a face
of laughter and smiles
so people can see
but I still remember things
so I say to you
you people who are reading
Whatever you do make sure
you  mean it