These past few days have been quite the strain
Lucky to endure it without doing a Scott Pilgrimesque shave of the mane
I don't cope with loss or change very well
Especially when I'm plagued with the thoughts of someone going to hell
Not that this is taking a religious direction
Growing up with christian brain washing gives me that inflection
Made it through this without one shred
Promise you my life is much better without any meds
Blaming myself for not going in the night is not the best
Blaming others for not taking my mother to surgery won't bring me any rest
Gravity is the only thing that can heal and **** me
Dragging the sand down on me until I'm buried like she
A hug from the hands of the clock are all I need
Because pretty soon it will be time to sow seed
The tide carries on even if you are at the bottom of the deep blue
Whether or not you learn to surf, is up to you.