Sometimes I think we're just bound to this cycle of hurt. We let spiteful and bitter thoughts control us. I mean it's human nature I guess. But will life always be like this? Will I always be stuck on this merry-go-round of pain and conflict? I wonder how we got here. How we ended up being ****** into the viscous cycle that now roams throughout our thoughts. Sometimes I just want to jump off. But I know I'd be landing into the pit of despair. I wonder which is worse. And I wonder what it'll be like if normal ever becomes an option again.