It is strange, the pull you gained I know barley who you are A mere moment you spent in my life Yet I still think of you In random moments I find myself wishing I were with you, uneasy with another
I do not know you
You do not know me, I was too strange in that place Hiding in vain from the world that crashed upon me I let you hold me up, not thinking of the burden I handed I let you hold me up, not knowing your own legs were so week Grief always brings upon such a bitter waltz
I did not know you
I felt it, that acknowledgement of significance, yet Never before has it went unanswered, never has intuition been left so unsatisfied It leaves me unsettled It drives questions of what it meant, and why it lingers Only now I see wisdom to halt those first admissions, to wait, to slow, to think
I want to know you
It is incessant, it is unruly Why can I not shake you from my memory There is no sense to be had, no explanation to look upon The confusion only mounts More when I ponder the way it was, and then was not all at once
I would know you
If you wanted it, you could open the pages and tell every story I would listen till I knew all you are Perhaps I am just crazy, I fear that is the case How after quite enough time has passed can I not end these moments missing you
I do not know you
How I long too
An attempt to sort through the anxious thoughts of an overly confused, paranoid, and obsessive mind.