i'm alone again the darkness keeps *finding me holding myself together at the seams and asking the voices in my head if i should die would anybody want me after what i've done? would somebody accept me for what i've not done? i miss two people now but the thing is they do not miss me. after they leave i can't breathe oh god i can't breath you see i am not dead yet not everything is bright and good they are all gone** though so their lives must be getting better