It's very difficult to describe in words that which one would usually express via a kiss to the cheek, a nuzzle to the ear, a loving whisper as fingers play with waist.
The dance that we would perform if you were here would more than relieve the emotions that swirl through my distressed soul.
It's odd, living in a hot, red hell of desire is usually pleasant, lovely, life-affirming. Now, being unable to sate said desire, even if by simply seeing your face close to mine, is terrible, awful, and nightmare-inducing.
Dreams that need to become real rarely do in a timely manner.