i never wanted to be a part of this life,
i never wanted to be the one who the world would ignore.
i  never wanted to be the one,
who was lonely.
i never wanted to perfect,
i knew i wasn't,
but now they made it pretty sure.
this life has been the worst journey for me.
yes life wasn't a small flat road,
it had the perfect number of bumps for others,
and a large trench for me.
this way of living is wrong,
no body deserves this.
I don't deserve it.