Today was a day of music and contemplation walking away with a faraway destination. try to forget and yet still remember, from early April to late September. Days get longer and much more fragile the old body gets less and less mobile. For once days are duly recorded even though the finality is so sordid. Recollections are hard to hold, memories are there but, all so old. When was my last warm summer night, is there another one within my blurred sight? Every hair is turning gray in every mirror I wonder is the cold ground getting nearer? I hear voices calling me late at night caught up in white noise that isn't quite right. Dreams aren't long enough to really haunt but there seems time to painfully flaunt. "Say goodnight Gracie" is what he said then all the radios finally went dead.