I am human. I think too hard too often. I judge others. I am judged. I need as much help as I want to give. I am self conscience about confidence. I feel like I am no different. I fear I am different. I am love sick. I question my worth. Wonder if I have what someone doesn't. I play humble as much as I like to hear praise. I falsely praise. I see beauty in people they can not see in themselves. I falsely praise. I am loyal and devious. I am worn down by lack of results. I don't know what I like to do. I lack a teacher. I require guidance. I will help what I love, nothing else. I want one girls forgiveness. I want her to know I hurt for her. I need a partner. I desperately want to give and take.