If you only knew how much you meant to me I can have whatever I want in this world but nothing makes me happy nothing will, except for you you are the only thing I cannot have nothing else will do that's the torture of it all having everything that I want everyone would **** to be me to have the things that I have but such things only temporarily distract me no, I will have a life of true loneliness because of a heart full of true love for someone who never felt the same way oh my dear drown me now or forever be with me! it's unfair what happened to me I never made a wrong choice I just chose love I hate the world for being so cruel to an innocent girl nobody will see you the way that I do it isn't you either it is the idea of you I have in my mind I wouldn't have you now if you were at my door