The angel has gone black
The one that stays by my side is now reluctantly trudging along
all because of me

The angel has given up
I am the poisonous, grey smoke she breathes in
Turning her mouth black

The angel has had enough
My sociopathic ways are to blame for the destruction of the indestructible

The angel didn't listen
I told her long ago that I'd burden her
Like I did mother
Mother gave me up, but It wasn't her fault
It's mine
It's irrefutable

And if she reads this poem, she'll feel I'm trying to make her feel guilty about her feelings, oh angel, why did you take me in?
It didn't do good for anyone

Doesn't she feel I'm the poison
that leads people to their demise?

You should let me be alone, angel
Protect yourself from me
Protect me from the feeling of guilt when you say you're suicidal

I beg and plead for you to let me go
I only do bad for you
you love me, I love you
but I do bad for you
I do bad for you
I do bad for you
I DO BAD FOR YOU

Everywhere I go, anything I do
I do bad for you

You tell me that I don't care
but, I don't care about anyone
or anything
not even myself

the angel has done black but she'll never leave my side, no matter how black she is

I'm going to have to live with guilt forever
The guilt of apathy
Horrible, uncontrollable apathy.