I can't do this anymore. I know you have problems but I do too, and Im not strong enough to carry all of this weight, for you. You say you love me, but you don't show it. You say I'm the best thing in your life, although I am never a part of it. How can you be my shoulder to cry on when you're the reason I'm crying. I have tried my best. But that's all I have. I have nothing left to give, nothing left for you to take. I am so sick of feeling this way.