something i wanted, i got
something i had, i lost

it was so hot. the sun ruined me.

something i planned, was ignored
something i wished, was a lie

things arn't what they seem. right feels wrong.

something i love, was betrayed
something i hate, was accepted

everything turned upside down in one short week
a week shorter than most
a week that was meant for happy times
a week where i got support everywhere i looked for it
a week where i got back in the game and found out what i was worth again in the real world

the physical pain hurts less than my heart. how can i get back?